A New Low

A few days ago, I was getting on a plane for Burlington, Vermont and I had the depressing realization that the novel I was carrying was the same one I had carried on two prior airplane trips stretching back to October 11.  Now the book, Denis Johnson's Tree of Smoke, is 600+ pages, but it's actually a very fast and fun read and would be consumed in great lusty bites if I weren't so totally distracted.  Today, I'm gonna finish that sucker.  

I'm being rewarded with wonderful prose, like this snippet.  In the story, it is the musings of a conflicted CIA agent in Vietnam in 1968.  It could just as easily be retitled "A Scientist's Prayer"

Right at the heart of my ability to grasp the truth, I want to be paralyzed

I want to swoon
I want my mind to fail before the truth
I want the truth to flow over me only as something sensual and as nothing    
else.
Want it to wet me- to be real, to be a thing

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